lucfromlj

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-28T06:52:00

2005-12-28T11:50:15Z

new lj is _crowdedwest

go add it.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-27T21:52:00

2005-12-28T02:50:38Z

I'm going to make yet another Livejournal.

I am not going to write any secrets, I'm sick of this coming back and biting me in the ass.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-26T18:10:00

2005-12-26T23:13:30Z

I kind of start to get over her, and get back into the swing of things, being single and all and kind of like how I was when she was dating, but then says "I love you." and I am stuck back at point one. I'll never be able to get over her. Oh well.

My back kind of gave out today. LOL. I feel so old, it's from sleeping on the couch, and playing all that Initial D. My spine all ready has tissue bruising from that came, shit that will never go away and will always hurt. Uhm, yeah. I am getting one of those cool neat mattresses though, the sleep number ones.

Ow. I can't sit or walk, so I'm standing with my laptop typing this.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-23T19:18:00

2005-12-24T00:17:17Z

No photoshopping, took it while stopped at a redlight.
New camera, btw.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-20T00:59:00

2005-12-20T05:57:28Z

Can't wait to get my Micro Korg.

And I gotta' start listening to Arab on Radar again, I haven't done so since I talked to Natalya lots.

But now's a good time.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-19T14:25:00

2005-12-19T19:30:47Z

I think you can see the future in your dreams, if you can remember them. I've been dealing with so much deja vu lately. I wake up and remember my dreams for like five minutes afterwards, but then something later on occurs and I remember those five minutes that I spent remembering my dream.

I hate it.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-17T22:51:00

2005-12-18T03:52:20Z

I want her back.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-15T16:41:00

2005-12-15T21:39:39Z

Kesha is coming to see me tomorrow, tehehehehe.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-11T13:25:00

2005-12-11T18:25:11Z

I really wish that whenever shit was done, that new shit wouldn't be started.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-10T21:42:00

2005-12-11T02:43:17Z

I am going to see the best fucking power pop show ever.

Panic! at the Disco, Hellogoodbye, The Academy Is..., and Acceptance.

In Feburary, omg, the keyboards and synthesizers are going to be an orgasm.

And Zach Cowen is one tight nukka.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-09T20:59:00

2005-12-10T02:00:59Z

Okay, so, my dad said that if he got a raise in January, I'd recieve my own car. No more Murano-ing it around, so I have to pick a car that's around $10,000 - $15,000, and I want one that's preferably new.. so I chose.

An '04 / '05 Mazda 3. In Black Mica of course.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-08T02:05:00

2005-12-08T07:03:28Z

Of this shirt? A very nice girl from Myspace just got it for me. Awh.

I've fallen in love with Cap'N Jazz.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-07T01:07:00

2005-12-07T06:18:24Z

So, I am bored and not sleepy, I have showered and I am not going another two days without showering again. My phonebill is fucking insane, $237.00. I doubt I'll have a Christmas anymore, because dad has been so stubborn and so lame to me lately. He treats me with no respect, so I treat him with no respect. He talks back to me, I talk back at him, yet everyone still takes his side, I don't think it's fair. Oh well.

I can still pass German II. I have a 65 right now and grade's have to be turned in on Monday. I have one vocabulary test to do tomorrow, and I have one to make up. I am convinced she lost or did not record one of my 80 point tests, so she said she'd elminate it altogether. That alone brings my grade up to a 70. I just have to study really hard for the final and I am done with foreign language.

BLAH. I WANT A CUTE LITTLE SCENE GIRL WITH SHORT BLONDE HAIR.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-05T21:44:00

2005-12-06T02:44:51Z

Lol, awhhh, it's so cute.

I want one so bad, it's so cute. I love old ass Toyota Corollas.

lucfromlj @ 2005-12-05T00:28:00

2005-12-05T05:31:07Z

I mean, I am not the most understanding guy in the world.

And I am probably the most jealous guy in the world.

And I have a bad knack for being too nice to girls.

And I also have a bad knack for being too mean to girls I really like.

I think I am really confusing, I have many flaws to go with that.

I guess I don't like me all that much.

Little sophomore Adam wants me to join his band?

Because he said he thinks I can sing and would do well on stage.

Lol at that.

I really want to see Kesha.

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-30T16:29:00

2005-11-30T21:38:23Z

Thanks, corners

IPOD MEME

How many songs?: 848

Sort by song title:

First: The Fall Of Troy - "You Got A Death Wish, Johny Truant?"
Last: Most Precious Blood - Your Picture Hung Itself

Sort by time:

First: Orchid - Anna Karina
Last: The Mars Volta - Cicatriz D. Part IV

Sort by Artist

First: An Albatross
Last: XBXRX

Sort by album:

First: Showbread - "No Sir, Nihilism Is Not Practical"
Last: Death From Above 1979 - You're A Woman, I'm A Machine

Top Five Most Played Songs:

1. Neon Blonde - Crystal Beaches Never Turned Me On
2. Neon Blonde - Headlines
3. Neon Blonde - Chandliers And Vines
4. Neon Blonde - Black Cactus Killer
5. Neon Blonde - Dead Mellotron

First song that comes up on Shuffle:

Saetia - Endymion

Find "sex", how many songs come up?

Four

Find "death", how many songs come up?

Sixty-eight

Find "love", how many songs come up?

Thirty-Seven

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-30T01:34:00

2005-11-30T06:34:45Z

I am so dependant on Myspace as a boredom cure, that I am going to bed because mine is down, wow. I suck.

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-27T21:18:00

2005-11-28T02:19:19Z

Too good to be true, I know it. I know it. I know it. Why am I getting my hopes up!?

Someone knows my car, and that I like Bane.

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-27T03:31:00

2005-11-27T08:30:54Z

SO! I got a call from her tonight and she told me, possibly, the best news I've heard in the longest of time. I am excited for no real reason, so I am not really sleepy. I want to talk to her again soon. BLARGH. Yay. I don't even know why I am so happy about this, there really is no reason to be happy over this. I sure do miss her though and things could change, so I guess that's why I am happy. I am just happy because there is a possible chance now, which was non-existant before.

Agdhoshjlc. Yay. Someone's doing dishes at 3:30 AM and my favorite kiddo, Savannah ordered my jacket! ♥

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-26T20:26:00

2005-11-27T01:27:24Z

He is simply the hottest guy alive, Lol, no I'm not gay.
I love Johnny Whitney.
And I'm ordering that jacket, like.. NOW!

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-26T10:45:00

2005-11-26T15:48:08Z

I made some new friends, a lot of new friends yesterday. I was shopping for my mom and dad for Christmas and I ran into some guys I met a while back when I was with Whitney. Uh, Cody and Peyton. They are basically awesome, because Peyton kept walking around sticking doughnuts in random ladies faces. He says doughnuts bring in hoes or something. It was funny.

Then we went back to Peyton's grandparents, and we ate free food. I do like free food, then we went to Peyton's for a few minutes to see if any shows were going down, but there weren't so, we split up, they are the coolest though.

Met up with Kelli and Hannah. And then with Kisa, Marie and Rachel. I've never hung out with Kisa, but she is basically awesome like Cody and Peyton. And she actually likes half decent music, ohmygahhh. But yeah, mall, ice-cream, arcade, Starbucks, Target. It was a good few hours spent together. I ran into like 7 people I knew at Starbucks. Crazy.

I had a good day yesterday, uh-huhhh. ♥

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-24T11:50:00

2005-11-24T16:52:09Z

Hmm! I thought things were going great for me and this new girl and then she told me she wants to take things a little slow because of some other guy. I dunno'. That was a little out of the blue. But whateverrr. I've come to realize I've survived two or so months without a girlfriend, and I am doing just fine. Like Kayz said, girls are just for action!

But seriously, I wouldn't mind someone that's great to me. But, I've all ready told myself no more Myspace girls! So I either have to find someone around here, or win back the only ex I still have feelings for! Gasp, it's like a mission, haha. Well, either way. I have 13 school days left, so a new semester starts, which hopefully means new pretty faces appear. And I'm taking Chemistry, Geometry, Phys Ed II and US History, which are all pretty fair classes to meet new people. UNLIKE CONSTRUCTION CORE, LOL.

I was tagged, but I don't feel like tagging back.

Instructions: List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Live Journal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Some Girls, "Some Girls Have All The Fuck"
2. Bane, "Woulda', Shoulda', Coulda'"
3. Fuck... I'm Dead, "Twist of Death"
4. Casey Jones, "Meaner Than A Junkyard Dog"
5. Regurgitate, "Devastation and Nuclear Apocalypse"
6. Inhume, "Tiamat"
7. Some Girls, "The DNA Will Have It's Say!"

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-22T19:41:00

2005-11-23T00:44:14Z

So, listening to my music lately. I got off the whole Death Cab phase and I didn't stay hooked long, I only listen to four of five songs now. Um, I must say that the latest of System of a Down can be blown out my ass, I find it to be way too slow and horrid even though I've only listened to half of it, that's all I can stand. I am getting a new taste for HORSE the Band and mewithoutYou because they don't sound like everyone else, and it's good to hear something unique and I've also gotten back in touch with a lot of hardcore shit like With Honor, Bane, Champion and TERROR.

Speaking of Bane, my jacket should be here tomorrow, which I am praying.

I think I'm cool with everyone in my drama bomb, everyone is still talking to me so that's good. I have a date tonight, but it's late, so I don't know what I am going to do in my free time.

Myspaceeee.

I am a member of 1 clique of size 4

_carol_anne_, opener, carol_elizabeth, lucfromlj

Too many Carol Anne's in my clique! Twins!

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-20T22:44:00

2005-11-21T03:47:18Z

I am actually not that sad at all, I am perfectly okay with everything. I've realized the only girl I'd ever date from out of town would be Kesha, because she actually came up to see me and that kept me from doing stuff like I did this week. So, yeah, Kesha was the only girl I've dated from out of town, and will be the last one I ever date from out of town. WAY TO GO HER.

I saw my good buddy Whitney today, I was supposed to go see a show with her, but I couldn't so we met up at Steak 'N Shake for twenty minutes, 'tis was nice.

I hung out with my brother because we never hang out, and I saw a lot of people. Today was actually pretty good, and this week will go by fast, only two 1/2 days of school.

I am sticking to that no drinking thing.

lucfromlj @ 2005-11-20T11:45:00

2005-11-20T16:43:20Z

Looks like I have to get over her.

I am sick of girls.