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[Saturday the 5th, 04.26PM] |
I'm counting down to that day, just to see if you say something, just so I can say something back.
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[Thursday the 3rd, 11.37AM] |
Who still reads my random rants?
who still uses livejournal?
I just wanna see who my audience is....
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[Monday the 30th, 08.43PM] |
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no one can be there for me now the way that you were then.
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[Monday the 30th, 10.38AM] |
sittin in class trying to stay focused...
i also rescheduled my court date for nothing the teachers posted the wrong date
fml
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[Sunday the 29th, 09.37PM] |
okay so nowwwwwwww im living in california. hollywood to be exact i really dont know what else to say. i feel like im fifteen again when i write in this thing. L4m3.
but no, okay so lets recap the yesr a little i guess...
so, in January of 2009 i was getting hellla fucked up on heroin everyday and i was kicked out of my house living in a bording house. i went to court high on january 16 and they put me in jail. i sat there till march 24. then on march 26 i went to spring house in saddle brook, which is a halfway house. like for recovery from drugs and alcohol. i was there for 7 months, till october 7th. so i was clean and sober for like 9 months, which was sweet. but i got kicked out of the halfway house, for other illnesses. so i had to go back home. and i was living like an hour away.... i mean i thought i was doing really good. but i guess not, cause i came home from a job interview one day and they called me into thier huge staff meeting and told me i was being Disiplinary Discharged, which is total fucking bullshit and fucked up. so what do i do when i get back to my dads? i fucking relapse, of course. of fucking course. then i checked myself into the hospital cause i wanted to die. now im in hollywood california, back in the program, i have 5 days back. which is really really humbling. really, alot. its amazing out her and i never want to leave.
&&&i met this really amazing guy named erek. i really like him and he really likes me. and we totally hooked up hard x core lastnight and today. and i really ... yeah, awesome
<3
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